Of course at this point I realized that my big check up is in ten days. It is the 18-month-post-transplant thing that got delayed about two months because of... because of patient administration. It's not a fun appointment. Lab results, more labs, CT, whatever. All day deal. CT early in the morning, oncologist appointment only at like 6 p.m.!
While I have no reason to, I am nervous and a bit scared. I have been well since the transplant. I have been getting stronger and healthier as my immune system is rebuilding itself, but still, there is fear. It's unreasonable, and I'm aware of that, I still can't get rid of it.
Now off to Odessa, to deliver some goods to the Tikva Chirldren's Homes and the schools that were collected at home. I do hope I will get to visit the orphanage or the schools, but we shall see how everything works out.